Willkommen in City 17

See you later! :)

2011-11-02T14:39:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Okay, I know very FEW people, or maybe noone read this crappy blog. I know it's boring, I lost interest to post shit here... I know I like this blog a lot, It's easier than Wordpress and even Tumblr. It makes me feel more free than being on Twitter and... Oh yes I've forgot that Windows Live Spaces died months ago.

What? Now Am I talking bullshit about these social media crap? Ah well, I have facebook account and as almost 95% o' the users worldwide... I have no idea why. :D

Okay, I just want to tell ya that I will be not posting crap for a long while. Reasons?

As almost always, the reasons are stupid. But mostly 'cos I have nothing interesting to tell. I know some copyfags like to stalk my shit here so better I'm leavin'.

I'll have it online for an unkown amount o' time. :)

Who knows? Maybe I'll crawl back to this blog tomorrow, or maybe I'll let it die alone.

I posted too much shitty thingies here except the great vids and.... Viiiids), hahahahha :D

And even spammers stopped sending me their... Spam! :D hahahahaha! Oh well ya get it. And I bet that the really few people who still reading' this crappy blog.....Ya already know I talk a lot. And I do type a lot too. :3

What else?

Oh yes, it was the fuck nice being here. But I certainly think and feel that this blog is passing away. :) It's mostly my fault. I'd like to have more feedback, but thinking seriously about the topics I talk about here.... It's just junk.

At least I think in this blog as a nice companion. I was happy posting some fun things I lived. But later it got so whatever. Full of.... Depressing-ambiguous things that I think, nobody likes.

I thank you sincerely to those ones that commented here.

Time will say. 'Cos this place was a lil' piece o' my personal chaotic City 17.

In the mean time, be well, be happy and hope ya find better things in your lives.

I'll take my way and hope to tell ya later how it was.

Maybe, we'll find each other in this big road named life.

So...

Welcome, welcome to City 17....

Greets from C17!

··Zu Spät!··

Ich bin immer spät. Oder...
Später?
I dunno.
I don't know german.

:)

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Sometimes, someday

2011-10-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

I try and I try. Sometimes I think nobody understands. "Someday". Sometimes I hate that word so much, 'cos it means "never". But also It can open possibilities.

I want to get away. To see the amber lights, to feel the cold breeze rushing on my face. I want to listen the cars passing by. I want to see the old rusty stairways, the same old gray pavement.

I want to see again those dark gray buildings, the wind caressing those leaves. Someday...

I want to hear a voice calling my name.

But I'm actuallu stuck. Inside this head there aren't good things, just messy thoughts. A long hiatus that wants to end but it can't. I try to move, I wish to. But I can't.

Maybe if I get out for a lil' bit, and walk beside my loneliness I can find what I was looking for. I feel tired. I feel dizzy. Sometimes, the old past images emerge, the dreams about future blur.

Whatever will happen. I don't know.

It's the same shit that concerns me. The same shit that confuses me.

Just add the routine, and days so whatever I have.

But someday... We'll meet. Someday, I'll go wtih you. Someday, I'll get lost. Someday I'll breath pure energy. Someday, I'll give everything for someone else's sake. Someday. Someday. Someday....

Someday.

And sometimes I think, that someday will never be for real.

And when that real someday will happen.... Everything will be so different.

Just give me the cold breeze, take away all my fucking burden.

Or simply... Just fade away.

Will ya take a walk with me?

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Estoy viendo un partido de fucho.
Argentina vs México por el oro en los panamericanos...
Es entretenido.
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Saruman

2011-10-20T15:15:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm a fangirl sometimes. I can tell I really love The Lord of the Rings movies (yeah, I'm quite lazy to read such enormous books :D). I cannot tell anything in quenya, or those crazey Middle Earth languages.... But ahh well, who cares!

I've found this days ago.... And I was having lots o' fun with that Saruman vid. (Really well done vid!).

I'm quite excited to watch "The Hobbit" movie too. I guess, nothing will surpass the broadswords, fantasy and... That! Ya know what I mean! :)

haha

Take care! :)

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Even if time has passed...
Your memory remains.

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Alibi

2011-10-05T18:33:00.000-07:00

How incredible.

Hey! I'm in 80s mood! So here ya are one o' mah super fav songs!

Take care! :)

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät··
What i was believing in?
I thingk I forgot it.
And yeah.
ya killed it.

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OMG!

2011-09-07T21:27:00.000-07:00

I was outta Blogger since.... Oh well, time ago, that I had no idea the dashboard changed its interface design... :)

Nothing special, but I like it, but's so white and my eyes will bleed >___<

Ah, all of this is so weird. What about me? Nothing. WHat about you? I'd like to know. I really like this place, thsi stupid blog as if it was my "home". I know I haven't updated it nor added interesting crap, but actually I haven't anything cool to say.

I'm freezing. And I'm sleepy. Passing through the normal and so common life we all have. And we all live. I'm still drawing and painting. A friend said that I've imporved, and that makes me feel nice. I'm still happy painting with the same ol' watercolours, 'cos nothing will replace or surpass the great feeling the traditional techniques have. But of course, digital works aren't bad. :)

What else?

Nothing. I know there are really few people who read this shit. And if you're one o' those really few "readers2 I really thank ya so much for your patience and kindness. :)

But basically... I have nothing to tell. :)

Life's crazy. And that's final.

Take care and be happy!

Greets from C17!

··Zu Spät!··

3 Lessons...

Today I was in the fifth.

I underrstood.

But I don't remember.

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Please

2011-08-02T19:47:00.000-07:00

I'm nostalgic-happy-laughing. Everything in one feeling. Weird,yes, I know. I'm happy, 'cos I discovered a stupid thing. It's silly, so it's stupid to mention it but that thing makes me laugh and smile a lot. I see things in such a stupid way that the only thing I can do is to laugh.

Kinda calm and quiet, traveling in my own personal world. I try to dissappear, but I'm here and I travel a bit, backwards. Yeah, it's nice to remember these great ol' days when I had a childish happinness. Smiling, laughing... Loving, hating, enjoying, ignoring. Everything in one place.

Words that remind me to you. And you... Sounds, voices. I'm not hallucinating of course, haha, I'm just listening to the music I used to. Before I knew you. I go back to my lil' inner world, going back and embracing again to my ol' dreams and ilussions, these ones before I've met you too.

Maybe I'm closing my heart again. Maybe not. But Honestly I must thank you. Why? Easy: ya gave me the courage to do lil' by bit, some thing i usually don't do. And a special feeling o' progress. Keep moving forward. Forward. To the future, to a specific goal.

It's good to see you. Of course It's good. I'd give a lot of things just to see my face in your eyes. Oh, am I going so fast? No worries, it's just an idea, something that probably will never be for real, but I have the freedom. That nice colour your eyes have. To hear your stupid nice voice. And to finally squeeze you until death.

But I'm stuck. A bit confused, I must admit. And I can feel that, but I'm here. Things changed. And it's not the same. I'm not blue. I'm kinda transparent. So don't overreact. I am free to say whatever I like. I'm free to go wherever I want. I'm free to be whoever I want. I'm free.

And as always, while you're fine and happy, that's what really matters.

I'm just hoping to see you again in that ol' gray City 17.

But please, I'm not wonderful. I'm not pretty awesome, pretty neither! But I have my own beauty. I have my own pros. And for a first time, I feel so secure of myself, in the deepest place o' my soul and heart. So secure, that I really don't care about anything.

And the only thing I can do is that: smile.

Will ya please complete me?

Depending how life will go on... I'd liek to see you again. To see you again, please. In dreams or in the pure flesh.

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Come on.
Try to get me.
It won't be easy.
That makes it more interesting.

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Nightmares and Daydreams

2011-07-21T19:17:00.000-07:00

I like the gray cloudy days.

Windy cold days.

Lately weather is sick, so hot, so cold. A hurricane approaches and well, I can say these days are more tolerable than the last hot ones. Of course I'm craving for heavy rain, or at least a decent rainy day.

Yes, lately, for me EVERYTHING is about rain. Rain. Rain.

To feel the cold wind sround me, the cold raindrops falling on me. Nothing surpasses that feeling. The gray sky makes me feel as if I was at home.

And yep, sometimes thunders scare me (HAHAHAHA WTF!), but if they're not so noisy, they're so quite enjoyable to hear. I am okay. In a kind o' "detox" stage. Yeah I'm not an addict (uh well I think I'm just FFTA2 addict, +HL2 addict... OH!), but I want, to clean up my heart and soul. Oh yes. I've re-opened my eyes. saw things, learned new things and I face my reality.

Of course I want to start a very new cycle, in my life but that means i must leave my own childish daydreams. Not to live merely on nightmares, but at least to live and to see my life how is it in reality.

Ah yes. Meybe I'll close myself up. Maybe not. I don't believe in words as I used to. Less and less. But yeah, like you, a lil' bright hope tells me to move forward.

Again, I wait for the rain, to cleanse all my pain and my bitter thoughts, to start again in a proper way. I'm tired of believing stupid things in such an useless childish way.

I don't see you anymore.

Greets from C17!

·· Zu Spät! ··

Oh yeah.
Too many things I've knew.
At least it was cool.
But I cannot go back to those ol' days.

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Vier

2011-07-12T21:35:00.000-07:00

All is set and done. :)

So we'll walk this long way.

Such a pleasure.

They said everything. They say the right words.

Greets from C17!

·· Zu Spät!··

For a first time.
I feel really good.

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One day

2011-06-19T16:57:00.000-07:00

Hard to tell, and to describe specially. I mean, how the "fate" likes to play with me in such a crazy situation? I never thougt this gonna happen. I thought a lot of things and none of 'em are enough to understand. The same feeling. No, it's not. It was useless. I fought a so easy to lose battle. I had the feeling, i've knew before everything it'll end in a bad way.

It was suppossed. I don't know, it was like Pandora's box. I've opened it and I released the terrible nightmares I supposse. But after the dark void I feel, the enormous void inside my chest, I see you so happy. And I'm happy for that.

And at the same time I feel like that day. I always wonder if someone else can understand. Someone asked me time before if this can happen again... That if I'd run back to the past, and I said no.

I'm still in the same idea. How lucky you are. Seriously... Everything was screwed from the beginning. And It'll be from the rest of our lives, right? But why?

Naivety. Naivety.... Nothing more than naivety.

Embarrassing, isn't it? Yeah...

I dunno how to tell. Many dreams went away. And the reality collapses on our faces. How complex. How sad. Maybe it was a pity. Maybe not. Who knows?

We live in a place so transparent enough. But we cannot see our hearts.

But yes, who the fuck cares? Who?

Smash me again. 'Cos with that smile of yours... With it... Ya took everything from me.
Remain quiet. I was hidden as if I was your biggest secret. Never shouted out loud who I was. And please, remind me when ya see the most daily things in your life.

I get so blue. So enough that sky looks paler than me. I got enough blue that I merge with the darkness inside the ocean. I'm so blue.

Take everything. I'm lost and tired.

But at least in a last kiss that we never had, you say goodbye and I remain here.

Greets from City 17.

·· Zu Spät ··

Don't tell anything.
Ya won't.
I know.
What can I expect from you?
Nothing.
This is the day.
Just one day.

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About random things...

2011-06-09T20:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow.

I'll fall. :) hehehe Well just closin' down, finally, my uni cycle. And that sort o' boring crap. What will happen? No idea! But I feel excited and nervous.

What can I do? What can I say?

Oh, I'm so happy listening to ol' music. I'm bored, and surviving to such a stupid strong heatwave. I see moon reflection on the floor and of course I think about trivial crap. So suddenly, I get lost again between memories, stories, words and feelings. In a good way. I 'm thankful for had lived 'em. And I laugh in my insides, seeing how lucky I am. And sometimes my chest hurts 'cos I think i'm quite naive yet.

An Important day, and me being lazy and stupid as always.

Okay, let's see what happen.

I'll try to enjoy this, and of course to see what destiny has for me.

Take care, my dear citizens!

And hope ya can have fun too.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

I'm guilty of loving you.

Catchy, isn't it?

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Roter Sand

2011-05-30T18:40:00.000-07:00

Thaaaat song.

Buuhuuu me loves Rammstein so much!

Ich tu dir weh is awesome too. :3

Greets from City 17!

·· Zu Spät!··

Someday my dear.
Someday.
Ill see ya all for real.
:'(

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The End

2011-05-21T20:51:00.000-07:00

Funny shit about that "end o' world". Everything is boring, the same... Boring... Life. :) Okay not bad. I want to go and visit Japan someday. :) Yeeeeeeeees, I was watching an interesting documental about Japan.... Weather gets terrible lately here too.

Oh yes, how was your last day on Earth? Funny? Awesome? Boring? Whatever? Whaaat? :)

But personally I think this day it's not the end of the world but of course the end of a cycle in my recent life. What, whaat? Ah yes :) I'm planning many things. :) Not so bad, of course, but let's say I changed my mind.

Yes, I learnt something kinda interesting. :)

What else? Oh, shoes are expensive, and for the prices on 'em... The world will end.

Be happy! :D

At least here, the life isn't bad. Just the horrible weather ruins our days.

I miss to play HL2, and in my disgrace FFTA2 offered me "moar than 300 hours o' gameplay"... I've finished the game in less than 100 hours and... Now I'm trying to complete stupid missions. Plants vs Zombies it's good. And... Sometimes I play RRR2 too.

Me wants a 360. GoW3 it's comming, I lost thread with Portal 2, and everybody have played it (but me, gahhh). And that.. That... That.

I dunno what to tell. But basically I received the coup de grâce.

Not just my ol' gamin' lifestyle but another aspect also.

And I will not stop myself. Pity. I thought it was nice but I see I was living in such a mistake.

Hipocrisy.

And when the day arrives

I'll become the sky

And I'll become the sea

And the sea will come to kiss me

For I am going home

Nothing can stop me now

Greets from C17, in the last day ;p

··Zu Spät!!··

Well, that was enough.
I don't believe in you anymore.
Thanks so much.
Muchas gracias.
Or whatever ya like to say.

Thanks.

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º3º

2011-05-20T15:21:00.000-07:00

....

PERKELE!

STFU!

And be happy. 'Cos world will end! :D

Now bring me my vodka.

Greets from C17!

·· Zu Spät!··

Stolichnaya... Never tried it but I want to.
Smirnoff.... Sucks.
White Goose.... What?
Stupid Kirkland.... So stupid.
Absolut... So whatever.
Wyborowa... FTW! :D

2 points for Poland!

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Thunderstorm

2011-05-20T11:26:00.001-07:00

Maybe I give a lot.

And I receive noting.

Less and less. Both sides.

I'm starting to have enough.

And I get tired.

It's so easy to take off the feelings, as if ya were cleansing the dirt on your backyard.

Can ya let me go at least for a bit?

And when I'll come back. We'll see.

Greetings from City 17!

·· Zu Spät!··

My dear Robot.
Where's that thunderstorm?
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Eraser

2011-05-16T22:41:00.000-07:00

Thanks to you. I've knew the most beautiful and dark places inside my head. Pain and suffering mixed with hatred, ya gave me the escape route and I've found such great world.

The things that nobody will understand, and they will never do.
We will never die.

I remember, and I will always have the special feeling, and of course you will have the special place in my heart and soul. For the inspiration ya gave me, 'cos you understood me. In a world full of reality, your visions of it made it better. Maybe, as ya said, everything of this is no real.

I don't care. I take you. I hear your voice and everything changes. I like how the things look like.
Can you see it? All the black is really white.
Our time is running out, and ya took away my doubts.

Thanks so much, ya sick boy. The real perfect drug. And of course ya can erase me... :)

Greets from C17!

··Zu Spät!··

When the noise was like a divine chanting.
Actually it's a secret.
Between us.
···

Don't stop me, baby!

2011-05-03T00:52:00.000-07:00

FIAT Panda 4x4. :) Though lil' gal!

Pandísimas FTW!

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

As always. I'm stuck.
I will be not brave.
'Cos I'm already tired.
I give up.
Once more.

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Did you see me coming?

2011-04-27T16:42:00.000-07:00

Too many words in our language.
Too much to say.
Just cannot find the proper words.
Nor describe anything that exactly.

But afterall, I'm happy. To see you happy as well.

Fate and its weird crap. Not bad at all, huh?

:)

Greets from City 17!

·· Zu Spät!··

I feel different.
In a good way.
Oh, before I forget...

Happy Graphic Designer day!

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Liberation

2011-04-24T14:49:00.000-07:00

Good ol' days. Ahhhh, well I was looking for the vid o' this marvelous song. Yes that. :)

Petshop Boys FTW!

Enjoy.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··
Set the bomb baby, tic-tac!
Go and run in zig-zag!

Addictiveeeee....:3
German ftw... FTW!
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At last

2011-04-15T15:05:00.000-07:00

The freedom I craved so much for... Finally, I have it.

I feel weird. But I'm fine. I saw many people opened their hearts to me. And thats' fine, it's important and valuable. Of course I will not forget'em. The kind words, tears, joy, laughter and everything.

I'm grateful with ya, people. :)

The best for ya always.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!!··

Where's my vodka?
Whisky tastes, ugh...
WEIRD! >_<

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Chase

2011-04-13T23:27:00.000-07:00

I know. And you don't know.

Tomorrow will be, a day that I'll want to see you again. Maybe it's late and really childish, we never had a talk. But I still thinking that you'd be a great person. And that ya made me happy in a peculiar way. I don't love you, but I simply admire you, 'cos ya were the first that drove me crazy, and that made me feel a special feeling that nobody else did befoe.

I'd like to run and tell you. But maybe I will be not able to do so.

Anyways, thanks so much for the great blue glare, the nice and funny accent you have, the great kind smile and the stupid dreams ya made to born inside my heart.

Okay, a certain rare kind o' love. More admiration than anything else. And I'm still thanking you. Maybe If I wasn't childish enough... Maybe if I had the courage to... I don't know. You were so perfect. You are so special. And we never talked before.

How pity that I'm leaving...

'Cos I'd like to know you a lil' more.

I say goodbye to you.

And I hope to see you again in future.

And to hear that funny accent and to see your kind smile.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Late, late so late...
I see the sky in your eyes.
Can you take me?

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Ah well

2011-04-06T20:47:00.000-07:00

If you say so... We'll go soon.

And yes, we discovered many things that really stunned us and made us to say "Oh, my fucking gosh!" hah. Stupid moments of fake joy, the moments of the real satisfaction and hours in the "hardworking". Oh yes. Experiences, great good ones and the shitty-thefuckwastthat- ones too. But experiences afterall. So?

What will happen?

Just time will say.

At the moment just trying to finish my 2 last weeks in that stupid uni of course I will miss. And yes, trying to get a grand finale. A decent one. :)

I can say I'm happy. And a bit sad, 'cos I'll miss really few great people that made me smile, laugh and to have really nice moments. Teachers as well. They were so kind and strict enough. They are real friends too. The cool stories. And the shitty ones too. And thinking a bit... What will I miss more about uni?

I dunno. I really liked the last days from a grade, 'cos that made me feel in peace and fine. I think I'll miss my social service. I had fun in there. I'll miss the rainy days. The drawing classes, the photography classes... The new Multimedia ones, I'll miss to get out early from uni and drive fast too. And I'll miss ahem! Someone special. Haha, childish things. I liked a lot when my works were printes. Yes cheap pintings but I was like "Omigod! I made this! Haw haw! :D", Oh hell yes! And of course for a bit I've felt i was at home in uni. And for a time. Then things changed and I've felt tired of it since... Long time ago.

But reminding teh cool things, of course i have great memories about my uni. :3 I've thought I had real friends in thurr. Nah, just fake shit. But wait a sec! Of course I've found kindness and stupid way o' having fun with people I never had idea how cool they really were. So thanks for'em a lot.

It feels nice to say: "I'm going outta this place, I'll not come back, unless special ocassions!" So I think so. :) Almost 20 years of a life being student. And well this will sounds so ridiculous and shitty, but we human beings, are students. Students in this big school called life. And yep, we have great and fugly times. But It's normal.

Now I think wtf I will do with my life. I'm a bit afraid. But I'm not enough concerned to feel I'll die or something. Just a normal feeling. This next friday mariachis will appear. And that's interesting.

Okay, okay, for the people so kind. Thanks so much. You now have a place in this stupid citizen heart. Remeber that I'll remember you.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!!··

Da fuck was dat!
·____·

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Lies

2011-03-31T23:42:00.000-07:00

I dislike them. They pollute things, hearts and souls. Sometimes, everything seems to be a big lie. So unrealistic events we think life is full of. I cannot tell.

I cannot deny some things so weird that are happenning to me. I'm not that bad. I'm just a pity human. And doubts and stupid ideas pass though my lil' malfunctioning mind and I try to see more, to understand and to know what to do. But I don't really know what.

What what?

Simple. I don't know anything about nothing. My mind it's not enough to understand. I cannot solve this puzzle, I cannot do anything so incredible about my sick ideas. But I'm not lying. I'm just confused. A heart so confused, a friend said. Maybe it's so confused, or maybe I have a lot in it.

I'm still thinking about... That things change. Everything changes. And we as human beings, cannot stop that natural flow of things. I really try to forget stupid shit and keep going.

And I do. Uni gives me the enough stress and work that keeps me distracted and focused in certain activities. But what will happen after my last 2 weeks as uni student?

I'd be lying if I say I will rock and have shitload of money and my life so easy!

I'm honest and I tell I don't know. Too many things and my lil' malfunctioning brain. Or mind... Or whatever! >_<

It's just that my reality it's more weird than before.

I'd like to do a lot of things. Mainly to get lost somewhere and see how life develops around me. I'd like to know places so different to the one I actually am. I'd like to ... Become into a better person and professional Graphic Designer. A lot of things... But one thing keeps me stuck. I stop and see... What's that? My future, and a feeling. My future... Or that feeling. Actally, I cannot handle any of those.

But the feeling still bothering me.

'Cos I think about it. And I like it. But I think about more. And that bothers me more. I'm afraid, I'm confused, I'm lost in a stupid bunch of random ideas. I see you. And I want to tell you. I don't see you and i want to shout out loud where teh fuck you are.

Am I lying about my feelings? Am I lying to myself? Maybe.

Maybe not.

Maybe I just... Ah, I don't want to accept anything.

What will I do?

I just like, to see the amber lights, touching the cold air, and seeing the few traffic on streets. I love to feel the beats of the music inside my chest. And I'm sure I'm not lying.

But of course, maybe I'd be lying if I tell you that I don't care about you anymore.

Yes, I do love you, in my own way. And I think of you. I wonder what are ya doing this right moment. Meh. Let me be ridiculous. But be sure, I'm not lying.

Greets from City 17!

·· Zu Spät!··

I went to a bar...
ME? WHAT?
And it was cool!
But the fuck expensive,
stupid valet fuckers.

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La Pelona

2011-03-31T02:12:00.000-07:00

Oh sweet death that gets personified. And portrayed by Chavela Vargas in that ol'... Well not that ol' Frida movie. One o' the scenes I like a lot.

Death comes. And yes, like green chiles, so hot but delicious.

So we'll know until that moment will come.
Just living or trying to survive... Learning, suffering but specially living.
We will see what will happen.

Human nature.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Everyday.
Each stupid day.
Just a bit near.
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Losing control

2011-03-27T21:04:00.000-07:00

It's the thing I do so often.

Thoughts... Feelings and words that get mixed in one place.

A place ya will never reach.

···

Now, haha I admit I'm Manuel Neuer's fangato.

Yes, so what! :D
Well, well... Michael Ballack's sexy too. HAHAHA, Yeah! But Neuer's so... So... So I dunno!
Funny/cute/I eat him :D
Hehehe. Plus, Schalke 04 jerseys have Gazprom logo on 'em. Tasty! :3

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··
-And of course, I do love you. You my sweet lady.
-No way really. Do ya?
-Uh huh! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! My lovely princess!
-Wat, I'm not a princess but a simple common woman.You, ass!
-Uh-oh. Ah.. My mistake Ma'am...It's just that I'm an idiot.
-I see that. Clearly.

···
Wuut! I say ... Let's dance! :D
Extra: Vielen dank, J·Vader! :)

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Oh hey!

2011-03-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

Meanwhile in churro Russia...

:D HAHAHA

Ah well, at least they do know how to have fun.

hehe

Extreeeme!

Greets from my [boring] City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

The way you are.
Something enigmatic.
I cannot say how.
But I want to know more.

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Glossy

2011-03-08T11:00:00.000-08:00

In this endless highway...

I love the feeling of cold air rushing straight on my face. Listen to cars passing by, and amber lights everywhere.

I'm crazy.

I'm free.

I'm not waiting anymore. 'Cos I don't need the shitload of things that most o' the common ones think as important. Life is full o' meaningless things and people too.

I live in my reality I reject sometimes. And I can reject yours too.

But the glossy sparkles on your skin are attractive. Then you sing for me. You take my hands and accompany me in a short and surreal journey. You're so warm. And I feel great being with you. 'Cos you're the key to the another side of freedom.

I really enjoy to see with you, how city changes. A new ambience emerges and floods everything.

Then your glossy lips, I see 'em in front of me and you have me.

Greets from City17!

·· Zu Spät! ··

You don't need me.
···
Feliz Día Internacional de la mujer.
···

J-Pop

2011-03-04T20:11:00.000-08:00

Heheh, a lil' project I'll do soon reminded me so much the ol' Dragon Ball GT opening. I liked that anime series until I discovered it was enough stupid to be called nice. I think the best are DB and DBZ. But, ah yes DBGT opening music still bein' nice. Its' one o' the few songs I like how japanese sounds like. Nostalgic crap, then. Now suffer with this psychologic torture. I order you! :D

Greets from my borin' C17!

··Zu Spät!··

Will ya?

···

Serdtse

2011-03-01T19:01:00.000-08:00

Oh hello, I was getting sick again. but I'm fine in my super amazin' borin' life. No worries, my dear citizens, alles okay hier.

No way, wait!... Ahh yes :D

I discovered funny shit that happened lately. :) And about uni. It's the same boring and stressing shit.

Ah yes yes. My dear trent Reznor and Atticus Ross won the oscar for The Social Network score. Hah! That was surprising and kinda... Weird, but well deserved, right? Industrial FTW! :D

I'm happy playing sometimes that addictive Plants vs Zombies game and of course my Final Fantasy Tactics A2. I was waiting to get it, but it was the fuck expensive when it was released, so few weeks ago I was able to buy it, cheaperrrr. ;)

So I'm happy trying to be a soldier... And I'm in love with vieras yet. Thooose bunny ears! :3

I'm in lesbians with FFTA2!! ;p

Bwaah hahaha! That cat! :D So like me :3

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!!··

I'm in love with...
OMFG!
A sexyyy gerrman vocalist.

HARR HARR HARR!

····

Apologize

2011-02-22T16:29:00.000-08:00

... For bein' an idiot.

Well who cares, I ate chocolate and now I'm on chocolate ( yep, not crack, I'm not enough stupid for get so low :D). Then just for the fun.

heheheh

I know many "Bills" HAHAHAH :D

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Bored of everything?
So noes!
:D

···

Hare

2011-02-21T13:09:00.000-08:00

Maybe ya allowed someone else to say that, and ya wanted to shout out loud, am I right?

I cannot see you. But I know you're there. All our hopes. All our dreams. I remember.

Actually it's kinda hard to say if we're right. Of we're havin' such a big mistake. Who knows? Don't stop being like you are. Let me enter in your world. Let me be a part of you. Take me with you. 'Cos we cannot find the proper words to say that we are happy inside our worlds, and that we want to share it each other.

I hope, we can learn to fly someday.

But by now, we can only stay here in reality, on this ground. Just waiting for teh proper time and day when we will able to make our dreams come true.

And to see the colors inside your soul. The beauty inside your eyes and your warm heartbeating. You're far away from the others, something that nobody can surpass.

Don't stop. Keep going.

So, like a little hare running across the forest, just go and amaze me.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

O___o

wtf!

···

Wrong place

2011-02-16T11:00:00.000-08:00

It seems to be.
I really don't care.
'Cos I hate.

The last moments that I'd like to enjoy.
I'm unable to do so.
Now I feel real tired.
Real pain.
And I'll try to get better.

Dont forget that I remember.
And maybe it'll take ages to forget everything.

It's so surreal.

But's the real life afterall.

My dream: to get in the most dark basement in Europe.
I'll make it look nice and confy.

But I don't see it darker.

I only see it different.

Then if I go before you.
Just remember me, the best moments, and keep being happy.

I can live in that basement, a house or downstairs... On the floor if ya want.
Inside a cardboard box, hehhe.
But I can live inside your heart, inside your best silly memories.

I can live.
Wherever I want.

Just thanks so much.
For had been something great.

Now it's our turn, to make it different.
And in that almost endless hapinness quest.

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät··

I dunno what will happen.
I'm scared.

But, whatever it'll happen...
I just want you to be so happy.

If I fail.
Just release me.

Make me happy.
And let me hear balalaikas.

···

We are alone

2011-02-07T18:49:00.000-08:00

Alone, alone...

And I cannot forget it.

The sweet words.

I just love to hear.

We're alone, so alone...

That we find each other.

The day will come.

And we will laugh. Yes.

But we will love.

Are we alone?

We thought so.

Now, I see you right in front of me, and I can take your hands, and whisper in your ear, how much I'd like to go so far away from here.

With you.

Greetings from C17!

··Zu Spät!··

I can do it too.

hehe That means I must show my ridiculous side.
Jeez! Maybe.
Now I want to sleep. hehehe
Uh! Ice! Super!!
What?

:D

···

Pochemu

2011-02-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

She tried. Walking away from her own mind, in a different space and time. Ideas are incredibly colorful and almost infinite. Merged with feelings and images. She only stay sitting on a chair, under a tree shadow.

He's far away, maybe hidden in her colorful ideas. He's walking beside a river seeing birds flying and the giant chimneys with the big and long smoke lines floating to the sky.

It seems everything is in her mind. Is she dreaming? Just an hallucination? Then it gets dark. Night is coming. She goes to her room, read a little old book with notes, drawings and ol' poems someone did time ago. She's tired, but goes and prepare a tea, eat cookies and go upstairs to her room. gain she's sitting and opens a window near to her bed, she stares at the stars, waiting for a shooting star that maybe will make her wish come true. But nothing happens, just th elittle sparkling stars are so far away, and her wishes fade for a moment. She comes back and gets ready to sleep.

Seeing her reflection on a mirror, her wavy dark hair and a porcelain like skin. Crystaline blue eyes. Everything's so cold. Just getting ready to sleep, she puts something warmy and turns off her lamp. Just few minutes and a tear is rolling down her face.

He's lost. Somewhere. And she is waiting and waiting for him.

But that was so long time ago that this girl still having memories of him, but she cannot see if it really happened or it's merely a dream.

She can only say...

Pochemu?

··················· Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät··

Why...
They can do that?
Why?

···

Paranoid

2011-01-30T00:18:00.000-08:00

The times before the actual ones were good. Now we find ourselves in a different situation. Where we simply became into the everything we wanted. Where are we? So, for a first time I really felt as if I was in heaven. Everything so perfect. The sun on our faces and the calm ambient surrounding us. Just the heartbeats can be noticed. And nothing more. Words that want to be spoken. The will that wants to be free. Just feelings unleashed and a great freedom. This is not amazing. 'Cos this surpass that. I see the way he looks to her. I see the way she loks to him. It's just that crazy things play so hard with the hearts and souls. Mind blows. The logical thinking is no more. Little ideas. When a dream becomes real. They cannot see. We cannot see. Everything is in a kiss. And they will keep it like that. Just a kiss and nothing else. I'm a paranoid.

We're paranoid.
··Zu Spät!·· Chocolate, please. ···

Paper

2011-01-27T16:51:00.000-08:00

Just dreams and ethereal wishes.
That maybe will never come true.
They're just on paper.

Nobody will understand.
My heart doesn't belongs to anyone.

And I don't want to believe.
I'm sometimes tired.

Then take the paper... Just old pages.
Then the wind will take away them.

And you will be happy.
Maybe coming back to home isn't bad.
Will ya come with me and walk for a bit?

Feel the soft wind.
And see how the old pages fly away from us.

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät···

"We must hold on."
"They say great things"
The only thing I really know...

Is that I'm so afraid.
Enought to make me think
about dark feelings.

····

Passin' by

2011-01-24T19:05:00.000-08:00

And doin' nothing.
Hahah.

Oh well I'm catchin' a stupid cold. Bah!

Take care, my dear citizens.

Greets from City 17! :3

··Zu spät!···

Aaaaaaahhh...
CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

[breathes]
Oh Fucking shit!
-___-

····

Night

2011-01-20T22:30:00.001-08:00

It comes and everything gets so different. World changes, the warm amber lights filling everywhere, just some dark spots... Reflections, shiny points and blurry silhouettes moving.

The soft music coming from an earphone, the cars passsing by, the great feeling, the search of an identity. The deep sound of drums that remind me of a heartbeat. Stronger and so passionate moves.

About a lil' talk about the music we wish to be played when we die. A short weird cold. Everything backwards and the only thing I have inside this mind is you.

Now call me stupid. Then I am that. Naive? Yes, that too. I've been called by many words, few nicknames, and 2 names. I dislike one name and I like the another one.

And I'm so childish.

I started a weird quest. Looking for something. And I'm happy with my result. By now it's just a secret. But my heart beats with such a big happiness. I'm kinda proud o' myself. And the fact can be so irrelevant. But at a certain point. It's so important for me.

Hahahaha! Just my stupid happiness. It' s mine. So mine and nobody can take it off from me.

Happy 435th b-day, stupid city where I live!

Greets From City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

The first blue.

And ya made me feel more
than the idiots that were beside me.

I'll miss you.
As ya have no remote idea.

···

Sniper

2011-01-15T21:13:00.000-08:00

Shooting to the void heads!

Hallo! Crappy crap here as always. What am I doing? Nothing. I'm kinda happy watching great TV series, and more TV programs I like. Lazy and boring. I'm almost the same gal, but more bored and expecting so "patient" the days after april...

Oh yes, I'm so like that! Oh my boring life! :D hahaha

Haha I cannot resist. January. My month for teh Trabis. Now deal with it.

Oh hoho yes and oh, nostalgic! :p
Ol' great NES games...

hahaha

Greets from City 17! :)

··Zu Spät!··

I'm afraid...
Of americans!
*sings*

···

Ahh sweet

2011-01-06T18:38:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAH

About how I can see funny things :)

Ah well yes, weird things today, not a bad day, just simple, warmy, not the shitload o' traffic (hmmm yeah! Delightful free drivin'!), and the sad view of a cute 4x4 red Panda. What else? Crazy things in uni... Surprises and laugh. The luck for the few. Now getting ready for the real start of this our final "stage" at uni ( it seems to be, bwah).

Oh yes, so at the moment I'm happy watching crazy vids about those lil' funny european beauties: cars. Oh yes! People make such funny vids! But I really love those cars. So european, so lil', so cute... So great!!! :)

Heheheheh! Crazy ol' FIAT :3 I think people that saw it...
Was with a WTF face expression :D

Ah yes I cannot resist to see 'em!

Now moaaarrr!!!

Trabis can be rebel too!!! :p
paying a hiiigh cost >___>

hahahah

Okay Okay, just be fine and happy, dear citizens! 'Cos this City 17 is full o' Trabis. Raving Trabis!

Oh yes! Happy new year!

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

I really like
How ol' crap
can be so irresistible
to see.
Stalker!
( in bad meanin'!)

···

Stupid lights

2010-12-31T18:14:00.000-08:00

Oh hallo! :)

Here I am, so happy enjoying such a big boredom in this last day o' this weird year.

Yes, nothing special to tell. Reality is reality, so that means it's quite boring and enough crazey for my taste. I'm doing fine. I was waiting for some tacos, but naahhhh. I couldn't get'em. So sorry, until a next time. I was talking with a friend. About melancholy. I think I don't actually feel it. I only refuse the stupid fact that I'll be back to stupid and fugly uni so soon. Who cares? I think my teachers, classmates and me.

2011 seems to be a nice and harder year for everyone. We'll see what will happen. I'm kinda thankful for the great things this year gave me. New friends, new experiences, new points o' view... It made me to open my sleepy and dumb eyes and see who are the true friends and who are just shitty dumbfucks.

I had fun trying to shoe that I'm able to get nie results in some aspects o' my life. I got nice and bad notes, i said too many feelings, I said "hi" and "goodbye" as well! Oh yes! And teh most important... I sayd "fuk you!" to those ones that really deserve it.

I will continue with my so-called boring life from hell (uh huh). And I want to see, what will happen! This year is my last crappy year in uni. Well, the 2011 will be. I'm so happy and glad to had shared great times with certain people. I'm so happy for myself.

And I'm so happy 'cos I can keep teh most important in this gato-life: my family and friends. Everything is okay. And yes, just waiting for the unforeseen consequences for those really deserve'em.

This boring life. I'm really happy with it. 'Cos I can truly enjoy bit by bit the beautiful surprises it gives to me.

Who said a boring life can be fugly? Fugly ass the naysayers have! Fucking destiny is sealed for 'em!

Let us, to the boring ones, see what the imbecile ones cannot see.

The best for the great people who read this blog occassionaly, and fuck yourselves shitty dumbfucks called useless non-original naysayers.

For the great people I know: the best for ya always.

I want ya dear Leute, to see ya happy, 'cos ya made me so happy.

Have fun, my dear citizens.

ha ha ha
Super Trabi for the win :3

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät··

OMFG
Weird things!
:D

German lessons

2010-12-25T22:10:00.000-08:00

Hello, eh merry -late-Christmas for everyone! :)

Boring celebrations here, but not bad. ;)

Today I had fun, and I went , since looong time ago, to take stupiiiiid pics. Well, I liked the place, an abandoned boring place, but some skaters and graffiti are in thurr...

So, the fuck this was funny - as hell, I'm crackin' really-, is about the gerrrrman language we love so much! Yeees! Remember that with the magical 3 worrds in german or the infamous "ich liebe dich" all your problems are solved and ya can dominate and become into a super powerful as heck german speaker ;)

'Cos really, Leute! "Ich libie euch so sehr!"

Seeeeehr as heck! BWAAH HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!

Well, better take care, we live in a crazy world, 'cos Liebe is in real ignorant life: "Libie".

And as my dear Till Lindemman sung... He was in a mistake... ;p

Libie ist für alle da.

:p

But I think Libie is for the stupid ones, 'cos the real Liebe, is for the very special ones, and I offer my Liebe to special people, family and my true friends.

So naysayers, eat your crap and stfu. Don't try if ya cannot. :)

Heheh, happy holidays!

And the best: get ready for this stupid next 31th!

Real liebe FTW!

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät··

Poor Naomy.
That gal met a dumbfuck.
:D

···

Ridiculous

2010-12-17T17:58:00.000-08:00

I read that in this century, everything is fated to dissappear. Nothing lasts forever, and specially in these days. Well Maybe. Things change and ourselves are one o' those things that change. Now I'm thinking about the lil' 4 months that left. About what? Uni. Just 4 months more and I'll be out. What will happen to me after that? I dunno. And I prefer to don't think too much about. It's very well known that nothing will last forever. And yes, thats' okay. That's our destiny.

But returning to my uni topic. I think I'll miss the uni. Hooow? Until now? Am I getting so sentimental and ridiculous? Well I'll be honest. I'll miss certain people, and the place itself. As everything, it has some things that I can appreciate. The same for the very few people is in there and I appreciate. Uni staff people and teachers. Another very few o' classmates, and that's all.

Yes sounds ridiculous, so sentimental, and who cares. It's my opinion and my current feeling. I think maybe i can go back o stupid uni and visit it. Or maybe I will never come back. Who knows. At least I'll save fuel hehehehhehe :p.

I remember the great and later fugly times I had. I just repeat to myself as stupid and kinda weird (but I hope effective) relief. Take what you deserve.

Ah yes.

So when this stage o' my life will end, I hope to start a new one, so better, mature and great. Uni will be a memory, that I will never forget. And I will never forget the few great people I knew in there.
:)

So by now, just keep looking forward... To whatever will happen.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Fly katzeee!
To the freedom!
BWAAAH HAHAHAHA!

···

Heaven

2010-12-14T12:19:00.000-08:00

You'll become.
Don't move.
You cannot.

It doesn't exist.

Just wait.

Such weird destinies.

Greets from C17!

··Zu Spät!··
¿Y las posadas?
Se me antojó el costalote
de galletas de animalitos.
Y el ponche calientito.
¡Oh, sí!
:3
····

2010-12-12T22:03:00.000-08:00

Thinking if it's real or not. Who really cares? I enjoy this. As long as I see you. As long as I can hear you. As long as I'm living in the same boring place with my so called boring life. As long as I can dream and imagine everything I want to.

There always will be some things other will never understand.

And that makes it very delightful.

Someday... Someday I'll reach a "limit". The limit will open something more. A new fate, a new experience. Unlock it. I know, they like to see. To watch. To try. Their view of things.

Cruel? Yeah.

So when the crazy things will really start. Decline with the right attittude.

A view so cruel!

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Hahah, I never had such big surprises in this crazy life o' mine.
I'm a biiit almost free and near to finish uni.
Later? I dunno. I'll get lost! :)
And I'm happy yes! So happy! :)

Take care, Leute!

·······

('.')

2010-12-09T07:14:00.000-08:00

The one who has the strenght and so soft skin. Such a heart that had believed and lived the true love. I think, nobody will realize how much ya had fought. How much ya had surpassed. I will not let fuckers to ruin your beauty. 'Cos you deserve everything, the greatest things in life. You're the happiness and life. Thanks for everything, my petit lapin. Just smile and laugh as always and be a nice happy usagi.

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Emocursirridícula.
Y me vale madres.
Porque escribo con gusto.
:3
····

Eins

2010-12-01T22:53:00.000-08:00

Dec.... This stupid year.

The final days are starting. Final days from this year, heheh :)

Not bad! I want to be free at least for 2 or 3 weeks and, do the crap I wasn't able to due my deear uni. I'm bored, stressed, but mainly... Bored.

I rediscovered ol' charas sheets I did 5 years ago. Super.

I got a weird chance to get the fuck away... From here. And noes, I don't want to.

I checked ol' crap here, and seriously stills makin' me LOL! I really love to talk about inextistent crap. SO imagine if that crap really does exist. I'd simply ride on a Strider and kill dumbfucks with their powerful warp cannon! Bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbzzzzzzzzzzttt!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

Nuclear war, starts! :p

Okay a nuclear crappy war is the heck terrible so noes, that's not a matter to joke about... -gulp!-

But, yes, I'm fine. I hope ya 're fine too my dear ocassional readers and friends :)

Hmmm... I'm just tired and I'll go to sleep. Random vid courtesy o' a really nice friend. Hahahaha.

Dyyynamoo! Dyyynamoo!
·· Y Dinamito también :3 ··

I liked the result, Weltklasse!
No wait! I'm a fuucking GENIUS! I dunno german but with "ICH LIEEEBEEE DIIIIIIIIIICH!"
Yes! With that I know every friggin german word, I'm soooo badass! :D hahahahhaha

Talkin' seriously (no really) : I'm cool :p

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Progress!
Progress!
We have progressed!

···

Life is crazy

2010-11-28T22:11:00.000-08:00

And spins and spins like idiot... :D HAHAHA

Yes, my beloved ol' Trabis :p

I liked a comment in thurr:

"Those silly artists"

Amen, bro! HAHAHAH

···

Oh yes! I'm happy.
Stressed but happy.
Specially 'coooooos...
Hahaha I like Dresden music *whistles*

I eat that vocalist.

hehe :3

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät! ··

As always...
As Alwaayyys!
So what.

···

Random moves

2010-11-18T19:38:00.000-08:00

The day when our happinness will come. That day we will smile and shout out loud.

····

She wanted to look at his eyes. To see the world inside'em. He wanted to stay beside her. To feel the warm her heart irradiates. She just went away and took the bus, as he was waiting for his bus. Time goes by and cars, the wind and the people making their noises. He was sure that maybe, he will not be able to see her again. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe in 10 years... Maybe, never.

They both were living their lives.
The same routine.

·········

How bad about people forgetting their own History! Worst if government is causing that. Yes, stupid government. Now try and get me. Jeeez! The most nice Mexican Revolution photos... And they're forgetting'em? That 1910 year really occured. Don't forget! Unless your'e afraid to have another Revolution... Hmmm, interesting. O_o

···········

Anything else to say?
Yes! I'm lazy, stressed and bored.
Someday I'll get my revenge. :3
Hurr hurr hurr!

:D

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät··

Take my hand, and go to that place.

···

About stupid things -yes again, why not?-

2010-11-14T12:33:00.000-08:00

Hallo, hallo my dear Leute!

Borin' place is this blog, isn't it? Heh heh! :D Yes I know. I only write crappy sentimental things, my rage nad the same stupid crap. And I say is crap (note this please, so avoid to criticize so hard about ya hate this blog,that it's stupid and ya still commenting -that's masochism for fucks sake!+ under fake identity? ridiculous people...-). But... Bah! Who cares! I have teh right to write AS I PLEASE. :) Hurr hurr HURR! Well days ago I was makin' a bit o' cleanin' in my dear "My images" folder... I've found stupid images that make me laugh, remember,blah blah. Ahhh yes.

For the love of art or for the lulz, is the same while I like my images. But I've found a stupid screenshot I made years ago (maybe 1 or 2 years... Crap my Alzheimer) in that stupid metroflog site. Yes, myspace and metroflog are weirder than facebook... So I reminded about the general hatred towards the camwhores duckface stupid expression they do (and why not? They try to look "sexy" but they look terribly stupid)... The nice -uh huh- myspace photoshoots to the emogals/boys (wut, they're the same, as far as I know, aren't they?) do to look super awesome with the super angle and show their greasy daaarrrrk hair (puagh! @____@).

Heh heh

Well, that screenshot made me laugh until cry 'cos weeeell.... People is stupid. But emo dunno, those pseudo "punk" - yes, they dunno what Anarchy means in real life- went to the extremely extreme... They're not people, nor folk, nor animals... But WEIRD @$%&.

The 2 funny thingss I've found ...

I never never neverrr, thought MacDonalds, blood, emocrap and a heart could get so scary. Unless this image tells that McDonalds eat your heart and its' stupid or somethin'.
The fact: zombies eat brains.
(:D No really?)

The best thing!

I know about heart-paper shapes...
Ridiculous poses, the greasy hair, the hair "eye-patch", and the stupid things but lets' admit it. IF ya find someone liek thsi right behind ya... Ya will want to shoot at that thing!
SHOTGUN!

My reaction:

"OMFG, Dear God, let'em die for once!"
Bunny thinks about that. Me too. And I had that face expression too.

My eyes! HAHA

Well, now my stupid writin' style... What. It's like this.

I didn't meant to offense someone. Unless ya feel offended, but ya shouldn' feel that ;)

Just stupid things in this sicko life of ours.

Nothing else.

Greetings from City 17!

·· Zu Spät! ··

Back to the future trilogy is great for me.
My fav? The third part.
Wild west is cool.
And Michael J.Fox is GREAT!
The same for the funny Chris Lloyd.
:3

Science and scientists FTW!
HARR HARR!
···

Warm heart

2010-10-31T22:24:00.000-07:00

...That can melt the snow.

I hope, as the song says...

This feeling. I hope it can be swallowed by a wave.

How ya can make this?

Its supposed you're gone!
You're away!
From me and from everything!

But your fucking reminder kills me.

I'd like to hate you. And I cannot.

For godsake... Why?

Just your words.

Remain and guess something...

I've found 'em.

··Crap, I think this vid is a repost.. Bah who cares!··

Greets from C17

···Zu Spät!···

I remember. You forget.
I forget. You remember.
We don't exist anymore.
We just fade away.
Just few words.
And ya made my world to break apart.

·····

Oh no, you don't

2010-10-28T17:18:00.000-07:00

Will ya allow me to change things... Aren't you?

I hope so. At the moment I'm lost between thoughts, dreams, feelings and a nice soft pink sky. Wind rushes the heck hard, it's cold too. And I'm feeling weird traveling in a passenger seat in a car.

I have a new pet. I'm listening the same music. I'm sitting on the same chair. I hear the same stupid teenagers mess. I'm hoping to eat the classic pan de muerto. I want to do too many things, and I have the time but not the will to do'em. I know ya come here so suddenly. Inside the music I listen. Inside the stupid dreams. Inside the words sometimes I read.

Everything is about you and me.

Sometimes I get tired of that.

Sometimes I don't want to feel anything, but I do.

Will ya remain...?

Everything changes. Everything.

I'm thinking that maybe, all of this is merely a mistake. And I'm misinterpreting too much. I'm thinking that... All of this it's not real. So, why not to close again, the window of my heart. And still normal.

I mean, maybe I'm living a stupid dream.

What will happen when I wake up?

Will ya still be in there?

Greets from City 17!

··Zu spät!··

Lately my stupid "wishes" are comin' true.
Hmmm. Super!

···

Saatana!

2010-10-19T19:12:00.000-07:00

I'm in my right to do this.

To reject. Believe and to feel.

I felt the pain.
The real pain. I lost people.
Nice persons, as I lost such dirty dumbfucks.
A year ago. A year and a day ago.
Ya went away.
Now things are so different.
I'd liked to swim in those blue eyes.
But all was so irreal.

And I was the only naive that stayed blind.
Now, I forget.
Piece by piece, second by second.
Rakkaus! Ei!
Childish dreams mixed with my stupid idea about love.
Kirosana!
I wanted ya to hear my voice, a cry for help.
Jumala! Ei!
And ya dissppeared forever.
Getting away in search of your own happiness.
Saatana!

I forgive you. I forgive myself.
Things change.
And I was happy again.
Ya can break me, erase me, destroy me.
Do it, and enjoy it.
Get inside me.
Tear apart everything.
Burn my soul.
Älä tee noin

Do it well.
After all a part of me goes with you.
As I will remember you.
Maybe I will forget you little by little.
And remember your words as lies.
But, there was a moment, that ya made me feel, that strong need.
The strong need to be with you. And ya faded away and took something from me.

Now I'm okay again.

Today I've felt pain. Yesterday I did.
My chest hurted so much. I dreamt I was dying.
And I saw, how I was crying for the ones I love.
For those ones I don't want to lose.
You'll be one of my best memories.
But now you're only that.
I say I'm grateful with you.
And I don't hate you.
That's for real.
I'm dissapointed.
But I don't hate you.

The one that rescued me.
The one who tells everything.
The green crystals shining now.
Inside this heart. I don't want to lose'em.
As I didn't want with you.
But I haven't any chance to have you.
Be free. Be happy.

Siinä sinulle elämän tarkoitus.

I'm so lucky to have found such precious persons.
Vapaus!
I will get lost in the sweet surprises life gives to me.
Vankeus! Ei!
I'll enjoy my happiness now.
Taivas!

·······················

And about more funny crap I've found....

For that I hate everything mac related. Maybe that shit is possessed :p
But a great friend and me, we confirmed that -some- Mac owners are...

HAHA :)

I cannot tell!! It's the fuck funny :)
Later, stupid little dipshits will get raving and will spit crap, hahahha
No waaait! They have no courage! :D heheheh

-And true-

Greets from C17! :3

···Zu Spät!···

I cannot breathe.
We found.
We're lost.

Päästäkää minut tästä

···

...

2010-10-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

All I do I can still feeling you.

I can still feel you
hear your call
underneath it all
kill my brain
yet you still remain

after all I've died
after all I've tried
you are still inside

all I do
I can still feel you

you remain
I am stained

[Holy NIN]

Greets from C17

··Zu Spät··

Romashka.
Ya no puedo más.

····

My silent boy

2010-10-08T20:39:00.000-07:00

The time passess, Things change. Now I'm in the same place thinking.

I cannot believe how its' so hard to tell you....

What's happenning to me. I want to know what's happening with you. 'Cos every time...

I'm feeling like if ya were getting away and away.

Like if I was talking to a wall.

An invisible barrier that separates us more and more.

Maybe there's no more about those childish dreams.

Now I don't know what's happening.

··Zu Spät··

Porque te quiero mucho.
Y siempre te voy a querer...

Жить продолжая.

···

Pendejadas

2010-10-02T15:38:00.000-07:00

Y puse algo que duró 15 minutos. Está como draft.

Gané.

Mejor me quedo en donde debería.

·· Zu Spät··

Siempre es tarde.
Y me vale madres.

···

Saying goodbye

2010-09-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

To those blessed days when I was more free. Welcome to the busy ones, where my dreams of being stupid will be over.

Okay, I'm scared... Unexpected things will happen, and I can feel'em as something interesting and challenging.

Hope if I can have fun and get experience.

My life is starting. Why not to see what is coming for me?

I'd like to be in places that are far away from here, but I cannot do it. Maybe later. When all is better and done.

Viel Glück for myself.

HAH HAH :D

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät··

Zitadeli...
You're mine :3

···

Not so pretty now

2010-08-10T00:08:00.000-07:00

I find it really amusing... How incredible ya can fail so bad!

How ya can say "I will never give that" and ya give all yourself to the betrayers.

Incredible.

Why? Why people always do this? Why?

I really cannot understand how amazing human stupidity can be. I'm stupid. But I know there are people more stupid than me. And they cannot see the truth.

All is in fron of their eyes. And they want to remain so blind!

I like how the guitars sound. The realiable bass companion, synths and the rage drums tell...

All of 'em...

They help me to understand that you're not so pretty now.

You never mattered anyhow...

You only are a stupid imbecile like the shitload o' people I've met. You failed. And I told ya. I warned ya. I trusted in you... I had such appreciation towards you. And as always...

Ya rejected it. But ya know something? I never considerated you as my friend. And when ya will realize that I was right since the beginning... Ya will cry, ya will regret.

And, as always...

I will not be there.

It will be so late, so fucking late.

Just 'cos you don't deserve it.

Me neither.

Why?

To receive cruelty, a bad behavior, bad manners and to resist to your childish thoughts?

You're sick.

You're stupid.

All is set and almost done.

Wait a bit.

'Cos I'll fade away.

And never give anything to you.

Never.

Not more.

Enjoy the false words too.

Enjoy the fake smiles.

Enjoy the nice eyecandy that perverts you.

And finally...

Enjoy your loneliness.

I will be not there for you anymore. Ya don't deserve me. And I don't deserve you, I don't deserve such dipshit like you.

Keep moving, keep believing, keep living in your dream world. And get lost.

"Not So pretty Now" is a NIN song :3

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät··
Fuck! Who the fuck ya think ya are?
Hah hah haah!
Wait! Wait!
I got it!
You're craaaaap!
········

Red

2010-08-03T19:14:00.000-07:00

Today was such crazy day...

Walking for 2 hours, just for buy stinky material. Gaaah! Well, It wasn't that bad afterall. I saw many Fiat Panda in a glossy redcolor, clean white and the not bad silver one. New model has changed a bit. It's not bad, but honestly I prefer thelast model, not this one.

And I saw a really cute and aawesome shiny glossy red Fiat 500 too! I cannot believe that cute thing can be so adorable! I really liked that red color! The Interior was simply modern and mixed with teh ol' Fiat 500 style! USB port (perfect for that ton o' songs we carry), nice materials in setas, modern design, organic, glossy... What an eyecandy for me!

I hope to try that 500 someday :3

And yeah, yeah, I'm so ridiculous and added those heart shapes, I'm so emo! HAHAHAHA :D
Yeah I cannot avoid it, european compact cars are lovely! ;)

Greetings From City 17!

+Take care Leute!

···Zu Spät!··

I'll give it your name.
I want to travel together.
And enjoy the trip.
If I'm like sunshine,
you're like the soft warm wind.

···

Opium

2010-07-24T17:40:00.000-07:00

Ya were. And now? Where are you?

Lost? Happy? Desperated? Lucky?

Ya are so happy that ya forgot.

That's not a problem.

Incredible. Almost a year since that fucking day. Almost. And it still hurting like hell. I'm still thinking about it. And I cannot find an answer.

Say goodbye, wish the best and dissappear. Forever. Sometimes I think if I really loved you. But, I'm honest, I dunno.

Love is something unknown for me. Will ya ask me how I am? How is my life going? How do I feel? I'm still wondering... If ya forgot me for real.

But ya know something?

Now, I'm livin' crazy days, I'm trying to be less childish, and why not! Discover the real love.

A little Spieluhr plays... Can ya hear it?

A whisper that tells you thanks for everything.

And that's all.

Now... I'm thinking. Trying to choose. Loves me? Loves me not?

Again everything is like a song.

Nichts bleibt für die Ewigkeit...
And I hope to be able and find that love. I hope. I'll go to a place where that can be possible. Or maybe that's an illusiion. But ... I tell you, dear... That whatever it'll happen... I finally can share this heart ya rejected.

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Gute Nacht.

·····

More or less

2010-07-20T16:02:00.000-07:00

Whoah... I cannot describe the shitload o' things are happening.... Too much nice surprises, boring days, less work, real clients and all o' those things. The end is near... The dreams try to come true... Stupid and smart people around. The irrelevant ones and teh important ones. Stupid squirrel-like voices, annoying personalities. My weird sleep routine. Unnecessary fuel waste. Time, clouds, strange weather, loudy music, wind and cars passin' across the street. Stupid past memories, about how someone can forget ya so easily... And livin' now how someone can think about ya without had met you before. Music everywhere, that came from our hearts.

I don' want again that childish obssession, the false words and such ungrateful manners... I don't want to be forgotten. What can I do? Why? Why?

I mean, I'm stupid, not perfect... I love, I suffer I feel like anyone else in this crappy world... We're humans. Yeah, but why my body plays with me like this? This heart and this mind. Confussed, happy, weird.

HAHA

But Allein, Allein...

We are, so what?

:)

There will be a day when we will not be like that...

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

I hate.
Like ya have no idea.
This kind o' silence.
Doubts and...
Weird things.

·····

Someday

2010-07-12T18:06:00.000-07:00

We'll meet. And the beginning of the end will take place.

Someday when I can be able to see your face,
when I can see your eyes and to hear your voice...

····

I only want to get the hell far away from where actually I am.
Get lost. And never come back.

I'm not here for the ridiculous love.
The false words.
The cold rain will wash away, all the dirt ya left.
Dirty past. Pitiful memories.
'Cos a better soft green forest,
a clean blue sky, will make to fade away...
Those empty days.

···
No those stupid feelings.
It's just hate.
···

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät···

I'm not alone.
I have too much to say, and to do.

Why am I so coward then?
What am I afraid of?

Whatever it is...

I'll keep on.
And smash your face on the floor.

····Keine ahnung····

As always...

2010-07-04T21:41:00.000-07:00

I had such incredible and nice feeling. Stunned, excited and so happy. I've felt a small earthquake... Not natural of curse. Those shiny amber lights reflecting on the wet metal. Raindrops, softly fallin' on me. On the metal and stone. A soft gray sky, and windy. Few traffic and a sound that started to coming where I was. Second by secon it was getting more and more loud.
Finally a big and tall giant passed beside me. That powerful giant that accompanied me during my early childhood and I was so pleased to see from afar. Then that little "earthquake" started, the noise was loud! I was stunned, smiling like an idiot and feeling again a special thing. A special feeling that I have only in certain situations like I listen to mah Industrial music. Such strenght and metallic beauty...

A train.

That was. I was in there again.

When it passed, I was neart to teh rusty gray inmobilised cars beside railroad. Nothing can surpass that enigmatic and strange beauty. Big metal things, rusty, dirty and alone. Cold and wet. More gray walls, wires, concrete and chimneys...

Again, that gray sky, waterdrops and a cold sensation on my skin... I sat in one o' those big cars. Near to its stairs. I loved the soft sound o' the waterdrops. I was almost "protected" by the cars. And for a bit, I wanted to share this special happiness, but ya weren't in there. You're far away and I'm now here, listening to the waterdrops falling, the little traffic passing on the highway near to railroad.

I can admit, that when I saw that factory, with that soft blurry gray sky I was thinking about you. And I can bet, that you're the only one that can understand the feeling I had. I can think that. Maybe I'm wrong or maybe not, 'cos I just feel like we know how it feels, the strange beauty abandoned places have. This factory it's not abandoned yeah. But it has that special thing we like.

So I'll be glad to share with ya, the things I've felt.
I really don't care too much about... But it's not that I'm mean. It's just 'cos I only want to know... But everythings is so confusing. I really hope that this rain can clean and get away all my doubts...

But as always, time will say...

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

If I can.. I'll try.
I want.
Die Nacht...
Kinda sweet, but sometimes bitter too.
To see your beautiful eyes,
and touch your hands.
Maybe this will be.
maybe not.
I'm still bein' childish.
I want to hear your voice.

···

Endzeit

2010-06-29T15:08:00.000-07:00

Do ya remember?

That weird feeling. Like when you dream something that you're liking or like so much, and ya know it's a dream.... And ya already know that's a dream and it's near to its end... I've felt it long time ago... Sometimes in these days too. The feeling of letting away something valuable, something special. And a wish emerges from inside us, inside our hearts... That strong wish... We feel like we want to stay in that beautiful dream.

But sometimes I dream about those postapocalyptical dreams, where the world is going to its destruction, all is getting near to the end. Like a dream all fades away and I can only be grateful for had such nice people beside me. My loved ones and friends, the nice times and that sort o' things. Everything starts to fade away and I wake up. The yellow sky is on us, the blurred clouds are fading... And a soft shadow is covering everything, every centimeter o' the city... The wind makes the trees to "dance". Rain is the answer. Not the end of this world but rain. A nice thunderstorm.

Those thunderstorms look more like if the world were almost to dissappear. And I like that feeling. So special, and so nice. But sometimes, when I'm facing the wind and te rain is falling on my head, water drops rolling down my face and body... Some doubts appear, mixed with such weird dreams....

Hell yeah, there's nothing so awesome like this!

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Whay should I do?
The same skin,
the same eyes,
different soul.

······Privet!···

Half-Life parody

2010-06-13T15:29:00.000-07:00

Hallo Leute!

Ah yeah... :)

I was travelin' in the vast internet world, and I'be found this. I can say I'm a GMod parody's fan-citizen ( and who doesnt?, oh well, only the people have no idea about HL2 thingies :p).

But this one it's super excellent!

Some hidden or backstory details are well explained in such brilliant and fun way.

So enjoy my dear citizens!! :D

And did ya know anything?? Hah hah Yeah Germany won 4-0 against Aussies. Poor aussies, but sweet powerful Germany team!!! SUPER TOLL! :D hehehehe

And I'm happy for that :)

So...

Greetings from City 17! :)

··Zu Spät···

BWAH HA HA HA HA HA HAAAH!
Holy Deustchland!!
Ich liebe Deutschland! :D

····

Just like I never imagined

2010-06-10T15:27:00.000-07:00

Why is it so hard?

It's supposed to be easy. Choosing. Feeling. Yeah sometimes I hate myself for being such idiot and too childish. The worst thing I ever knew is silence. And I know why, but I'm feeling in the middle o' such weird situation.

I'm in the middle.

And I'm feeling like if I'm lost. I know I wanted to get lost in a Labrynth, like the song said but not this labrynth! So complicated, so hard to understand. I dunno, for real, what to do.

Maybe I'm living into a dream world... But noes, it's the real one and sometimes it gets so mad and crazy. And sometimes reality surpass the dreams. Sometimes reality is such cold iceberg. And sometimes is so hot like the desert!

I cannot understand! I have no idea what to do!!

I'm getting lost in a enourmous Labrynth! I dunno where to go, or who to listen...

Where to? Where's the destiny of all o' this?

I'm in the fucking middle and it's so hard... So hard to choose. 'Cos I'm so stupid, and complicated for make a choice...

And at last, the only thing I want it's to sleep and I have no idea abut what it's next. Until the end o' the month or the days themselves. I only want to sleep.

Greets from City 17...

··Zu Spät!··

I don't want to! I don't want to!
I cannot lose ya. I don't want to lose.
I don't want more void feelings inside this heart.
I don't want to!
The only thing I want it's to know, why are ya like that.
Why ya don't want to see. Or tell
I dislike silence.
And this is the time wehre I'm hating it so much.

··Bitte··

Vankilani

2010-06-07T19:32:00.000-07:00

Some ol' memories buried. They were hidden in the deepest place of a box. Papers, paintings and works. A wall in front of me. The same inspiration maybe? Whatever It'll be. I don't care too much. I can say my inspiration it's not the same as before. During those ol' times... I had nice times, but I was kinda stupid and blind. Always so naive. Always so golden hearted.

Maybe I learnt some things that are useful. Maybe I opened my eyes. 'Cos I was so blind... so blind. And maybe i didn't want to see teh reality. And Now.... Time later... I see.

The letters, my thoughts, blurry ink on watercolored papers... Inks, so colorful on white soft papers... Inks getting spreaded, stains, irregular shapes, so chaotic. And that wasn't love. That's the best relief... The big truth. And I don't regret that!

I fell in love with those clear and gentle blue eyes, just so see that I truly loved'em more than the things I had here. So far away and so close... Like bright stars at night. So calm. I've found relief and tranquility in that soft blue.

But that wasn't for me. And sometimes when I remember. The void inside this heart emerges just to find that peace in another eyes.

The peace that I never imagined. More far away, and that I feel so close. The peace that became into my hapiness, that became into a dream and a wish...

When I was "free" I discovered that I was blind and stupid, and at this time I want to be a prisoner. Prisoner of that smell. The sweet smell of your soft skin.

Vankilani.

I'm just here, feeling the cold air in my face, the hair moving with the wind... And looking to the cloudy sky...

Greetings from City 17!!

···Zu Spät!···

If only ya could know.
The joy that I'm feeling.
'Cos destiny had given me...
That ya always feared about.
Ya never knew what ya lost.
That's what ya deserve.
Liars.

-For those betrayers-

········

Heya!

2010-06-01T14:17:00.000-07:00

Heya!

Yeah I'm not uploadin' too much vids here.. But gah... Hope to do it again so soon.

Oh well...

Greets from City 17!! :)

Paradise

2010-05-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

(Is for us)

I'm inspired this time, thanks to highschool memories, the dreams I had in there, and for the time I'm living now. When I was so happy in such deep dreamy world. Now, I want to go. But with you.

Take my hand. And go away.So far away...
Where nothing can stop us...
So high... So calm.

Fog?

Dark?
Cold?

No matters what...While we're together, while we were smiling...

Look to the sky and feel.

Look though your window and try to see me.

'Cos I look to the stars, and I imagine that stars tell ya how happy I am.

Come with me... I'll go with you.

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

I'm still being such an idiot, yeah.
I'm still being childish, of course!
I'm still being a dreamer, and who doesn't?
I'm still being boring, sometimes.
I'm still being so....

So happy for had met ya.

And I have no words to tell ya how thankful I am...
How happy I am...

But I want you... I like you like ya are.

·······

Shelf - Life

2010-05-15T18:52:00.000-07:00

Hallo, Leute!

Interesting and incredibly awesome the machinima people are getting. Yeah, some comments in yt tell that some machinima series are better or inclusive deserve such place in a TV program. I'll show ya a nice example of this, a nice machinima video made with yeah, Half-Life 2 characters and more. A different story, where Kleiner isn't Kleiner, but a different chara, Breen, G-Man, Mossman, Cubbage and the citizens are new characters in a very interesting and intriguing plot.

I've found this thanks to my friend Alex, that yeah, he likes a lot HL series too! :)

And yeah I'm agree with him, one of the best machinima series ever seen :)

Hope ya like too and enjoy!

Greetings from City 17!

Happiness

2010-05-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

I don't know.

Those warm words. I don't know what to do whith 'em. And we'll never know if we're wrong or right. I don't know if believe or not believe in your words. I don't want to see'em in logical way. I want to feel 'em. And i'm felling'em now. I never imaginated to feel like i'm feeling right now. I mean... Again I'm entering into that labrynth. Songs... Their lyrics... Ya are in my thoughts. Almost every thing makes me think about ya and if ya will like "x" or "y" thing... The ink in my hands, brushes around, paper, mechanical pencilas, colors... It's inspirating. I cannot avoid to smile and think about such warm words.

I can say your words make me happy. You make me happy. I want this to make it real. But sometimes the same insecurity... Those doubts make me tremble. Aber, du bist hier. Für immer.

Thanks so much fro makin' me happy.

You're so sweet.

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

I mean... I like ya too.
And I'll do something to make thsi finally real.
I hope with all my heart and soul.

·····

Oh, Holy Spartan juice!

2010-04-29T19:31:00.000-07:00

Hallo, Leute!

This time I'm excited about thsoe vid Bungie is doing about Halo reach. Yeah yeah, I'm a HL2 fan, but I confess that i had nice times playing Halo series too (I never tried the Wars, so shaddap! :p).

Then, Halo Reachs seems to be a ncie game ( I hope).

And yep, Bungie & Microsof will never let die such big and succesful franchise, right?

So let's see how Spartans are made. And yeah, I'll never never try Spartan juices!

Hurr hurr! :p

So Greets from City 17!

-Seeing that Halo Reach webpage-

···Zu Spät!···

I'm fallin' in love!!!
Waaaaaaas?
Meeeh?
Oh noes:p

·····

Sieben und Zwanzig + 22

2010-04-27T00:33:00.000-07:00

For a nice friend.

I never expected such kindness.
Nor that sweet and fun time too.
When i was sad, you surprisingly appeared and tried to make me feel better.
And ya did it well.
We shared time, experiences and stupid stories, interesting stories...
Whatever we share, I guess we feel nice.
Aren't we?

I can say I have a nice and true friend.

And i'm glad to have ya.

Thanks so much, boy.

I wish ya the best.

:3

Happy B-day, dear! :3

Happy b-day! :D

Greetings from City 17!!

··· Zu Spät!···

I dunno if I wrote a correct word.
But I feel it. So does that count?
Thanks for givin' me hapiness.
I want ya to make ya happy too.

Smile!

······

Oh!

2010-04-25T15:35:00.000-07:00

Again here, listening to funny catchy music and watching stupid vids.

Drawing, painting and wishing to see someone.

Huh....That's it! :)

I'm glad to be here and... Well, I'm happy fro all that i actually have.

Then, I'm preparin' somethin' special fro a special person.

That's all, just pssssst! And don't say anything! :)

hahaha

Greets from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

I'm childish.
I'm like this.
And I want to see ya happy, just ignore the way I'm.

············

Und, wo bist du?

2010-04-07T20:53:00.000-07:00

Yeah... Where are you?

I want to see the things ya see.

I want to feel the things ya feel.

I want to be where ya are.

A lot of this daydreamin' is invadin' myself.

I want to see a different place, where ya are.

I really want to.

But what I should do?

Get lost?

Again, I'm entering into a new labrynth, like the song said.

I want to get lost.
Someday I'll be completely lost.

And when finally I'll be in that labrynth...

I'll stay in there.
Stars and water.

For us.

Let's dive in that sea.

With the fishes.

Greetings fom City 17!

···Zu Spät!!···

Ich sehe was du denkst.
Ich denke was du fühlst.
Ich fühle was du willst.
Aber ich hör dich nicht.

In meinem Blut werfen die Endorphinen blasen.
Wenn hinter deinen stillen Hasenaugen die Gedanken rasen.

I cannot forget this words, these songs. Why always they describe perfeclty those feelings I have? Why? I don't know. But... They're right. They're right.

····Hab ich recht?····

I'm not original (Uh-huh!)

2010-04-05T17:41:00.001-07:00

Nor talented...

And I have a stupid behavior. I have no respect, I have that simple stupid mind full o' ideas that really don't belong to me. I don't know that little bit of german, I'm stupid, I only read greek ethymologies and I cannot say anything fine in english.

My fucking gosh!

I'm a real failure and waste!

I have no idea how stupid, dumb, rat, not original I'm!!!

I'm the PERFECT FROG!

A stinky fucking assface rat!

Or that's the copycats, or better those fucking assholoes COPYPIGS think about me.

Hey, give no credit in artworks that aren't ours it's an offensive thing! Almost two years ago I did a drawing/painting.... That was okay, but the "customer" wanted that as present for a friend of her/him. Well... I did my job, and plus, a free work. I gave it as free. Later... I've discovered mah work got mutilated, yep a very ugly vector with no quality, ah and very fuuuugly Photoshop coloring... My signature? Gone!! (Hey! I can vectorise terrible so why I must add the original author signature, huh?), and in place of it... The Stupid nickname of the fake artist.

The "customer" told me

"I've changed the background" And I've said:"that's fine", it looked nice, but... There's nothing better than the original artwork isn' it? Well... I never imagined that!!! The customer changed my artwork! Almost 2 years since that... Today Iv'e discovered how low can people get when they're pretending to be someone who they cannot be.

Where's my artwork? It became into a terrible thing, there's no artwork! There's no beauty! Only HORRIBLE and fugly vectors... Terrible Background... There's no essence of my style, just an ugly copy.

And the "customer" friends told " How cool!", and then the customer said:" I'm a fucking faggot and I cannot draw in anime/manga style for myself!". I gave the "customer" the original drawing, but Thank to God (and to my HDD) I've found a scan of my original artwork. So I haven't the original but a scan of the original. OMFG!

This is a real offense for us as artists, designers, or whatever. A real friend of mine, a sweetest boy, had passed for the same situation yesterday. How people can be cynical, delete the original signatures and say "It's my work!" "I did it!", just for what?

That make those copycats become into a merely shitload of fucking stupidity. I know people, the whole humankind is stupid, but sometimes there are people really stupid that offense the humankind itself.

Then... Again I was betrayed for my "customer". This is the second time someone so fucking stupid and annoying do this kind of thing. They aren't artists or "pros" like themselves have proclamated. I know there are real pros, and I know'em too... And I'm respectful and a fan of the real pros, but... Being such a scumbag? Oh no... I don't allow it. Anymore.

But okay. The life will continue, but this is not right for the real artists.

Ah and I must wait a sec, 'cos I know, later naysayers or "customers" will appear and say a lot of shit about us, the real artists. Fuck ya naysayers! Fucka ya copycats! Ya without originality! Fuck ya all fake artists! And get what ya really deserve!

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Spasibo! Spasibo!
Ya made me smile and feel nice!
I don't know how to pay ya such kindness...
You're a goldhearted boy!:)
Spasibo bolshoe!

·····

Than Engy...

2010-04-04T11:43:00.000-07:00

Hallo, Leute!

Hey, i was in HL Fallout and I've found this.

I guess lately, the fans are getting really awesome in this kind of things! :)

And It's very fun and nice to see how far they can get! :D

So enjoy, my dear citizens!!

Ah yeah, Made by a russian boy? Oha! Really east Europe people are talented in this kind of things! So Keep going! And this is made, yeeep 'cos the upcoming Engineer Update is getting close to us! :D

Greets from City 17!!

···Zu Spät!···

They killed my thin Scoooout!!! :'(

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Wallace Breen...

2010-03-27T14:33:00.000-07:00

Was voiced by Robert Culp. And My dear friend Zebkan told me today that Robert Culp died this last 24th...

I can say that voice actor did and excellent work in Half-Life 2, making Wally Breen a more believable and realistic character.
A memorable character. And well, I'll get sentimental, but I guess the original english version, it's the true essence of the game. I like to play HL2 in german and english, (and I've heard the russian version too!), I've played the first time in the spanish version... But I can say the Breen's english version have something special.
I felt like Breen was really alive.
And how pitiful that our dear Robert Culp had died.

We as HL2 fans, me as a real HL2 fan... We will remember him as an excellent voice actor.

:'(

So, here ya are. A bit of those Breencasts ya can hear in City 17.

R.I.P. Robert Culp...

And welcome, to City 17...

22: Churro Gato

2010-03-10T21:14:00.000-08:00

Hallo Leute!

Special vid about gato B-day! :D

Okay, not so special but stupid... But, talkin' seriously, today was a great b-day!!

Thanks to my family, friends and classmates! :D

Have fun :)

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(Board later version)

Thanks to: Mutti, Chivo, Anciano, Mili, Gusy, Juanito, profe Juanito, Lindota, Paola, Tripa, Nancy,Lupita, Tere, Nena, Nao-chan, Carla, my dear Elsa (Naru-chan), Kurt, Lonnie, My dear Rafitaaa!! :) Ans Specially to Nick. And for those ones in dA like Karellian, Necro, Doug Doug, Scar23... Oh I love ya people! :)

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Spasibo! Spasibo!
Spaaaaaaaaaaaasibo! :)

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Für freiheit!! Yaaaaay!

2010-03-09T19:51:00.000-08:00

Hallo, leute!

Tomorrow will be gato-day... Better known as my boring B-day. Yep.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
I'm feeling nice today. I've said about my feelings, and... Wel I hope the things will, will... Be fine.

Changing topics. I've worked in a stupid boring subject thingie: make a blog about some media topics related... Results? Awful! I know this blog is ugly, boring and.... Merely a Gato non serious design work! But that another work? God! Why?

Maybe It's 'cos my classmates have no idea how to use this thing called Blogger.

But, who cares?

I'll be preparing something stupid for tomorrow.

Hope You'll be fine and having fun! :D

Greetings from City 17! :)

···Zu Spät!···

At last.
Corazón alegre hace fuego de la nieve.
He said long time ago.

I wish you the best.
I say to another one:
I wish you the best.

'Cos ya don't see...
The beauty in you

And this one...

I don't know what he'll say.

This happy heart...
Maybe will get frozen again.

···Who cares?···

Don't mock me

2010-03-01T18:10:00.000-08:00

Hallo, Leute! :)

Oha... I'm in difficult times by now. But fine. I can say this period at uni is getting kinda boring and desperating. But just in one (only one) subject. The whole group is confused, nobody knows what to do and sometimes classmates skip that class.

Really matters? For me, of course not. Just 'cos it's boring for me.

But... Well, I'll try to do my best.

Then changing topics, I'll start to tell ridiculous stories again about feelings...

...

HAHAHA I was joking! :D

I know it's boring too. Ahh in my dear dA journal I've posted some days ago, that I finally gave up in those girly things about boys. And I'm still thinking the same.. But the funny thing, a nice good looking boy told me ( I guess is merely a lie:)) that he really likes me...

Gato reaction: -____-

And again... I cannot believe that so easily, why? I have no good luck like that. And in these days, nope nope nooooope. I was... Not surprised and I was smiling so much about the nice thing this boy told me.

Aber wie? Me? ha ha ha

Okay... I'll start some projects for those final exams. I'm kinda happy 'cos I'll be able to write about a topic I love. And as always ( yeah I'm really predictable) I choose to write about Half-Life 2, my fav game in all the time :D

I hope Gordon Freeman will not feel bad about this :P. But I must to do that. In the name of love!

hahaha Yeahh that.

And the famous T-minus starts... What evil day is coming? Do ya knoooow? Really?? ha ha ha ha Ahh, okay... Again in my dear dA journal I've uploaded a stupid but little contest about a nice (and also stupid) question: "What day is my b-day?" And only 2 persons participated. My dear Nick and the Tripa won. Then I've promised 'em a prize for the correct answer, enjoy the prizes here and have fun.

I'll be working on dumb things. And still keep going :D

Greetings from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

I like ya, I really like ya! OMG! I like yaaa!
Yeeeaaah! How can i avoid ya, my lovely gal, my dear polish Sascha?
Ich liebe dich! So so sehr! :)
Oder.. Ya tebya lyublu?
Da same!
I love ya, dear!
Hurr Hurr!

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Eins-Sechs-Zwei-Sieben-Null-Acht

2010-02-23T00:32:00.000-08:00

Late entry for this last V-day (February 14th) So here it is the original "message"... Late, as always ya can expect about me.

Hallo Leute!!

Thanks for watching/reading/following this :)

Ahh another classic Gato-stupid vid about this day so full o' presents, really cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute words, full o' red and pink :P

But the important is I have my family and friends. I was.. Thinking about someone special too, but I can say my very special person is... I have no idea then... Where he is...

Buh! Who cares, then I wish I was a princess with armies at her hand :P

Okay nope, I was reminding a song :)

I had a lot of fun with ya, people. Thanks for bein' so kind, thanks for... All.:)

Greets from City 17 (in love :P)!

··Zu Spät!··

Ich möchte irgendetwas für dich sein.
Guess I have bad luck.
Or am I paranoic?
Hmmm... Better forget all about and that's fine.
Am ende...

··Wanna cry? Then just watch stupid vids···

You rock!

2010-02-04T20:58:00.001-08:00

For my unforgettable loved one...

Today I was checkin' some ol' files in my HDD. And I had the good or awful luck and I've found you. Again. Some friends say the best is to forget you. Mom said that I was a really stupid for don't tellin' ya the ffelings I had for you. Bro no cares about the matter. Classmates have no idea about my feelings. A friend told me that you were a refugee with me and finally, ya "dumped" me. Just like an object. Another one told me that I'll find someone else who will really appeciate me. And this nice friend was beside me the same day when ya chose to say goodbye to me. And Again, another friend told me teh same word or almost the same like you. The first day we talk long each other... I really hope to don't lose this friend like I've lost ya.

Lately I was focused in the hatred and pain inside me. Lately I'm wishing to destroy things, and if I'd can... To make dissapear those who are thhe origin of my hatred. I remember the pain the loneliness I felt when those origings made me suffer. You were beside me tellin' me that those aren't real friends. You told me that I'm a really worth person. And I guess since I told ya the reasons of my sadness and lonelinees, my true wish to almost die in that moment, was the reason that started to crumble and tear our friendship.

I Always wanted to tell ya my feelings. I had the chance and I never grabbed it. I was coward, and... Almost 4 months since your last message came to me, all is over.

Then, watchin those old files... They reminded me that I really had a great and awesome time with you. And I'm still thinkin' about ya. And I must admit... New tears are rollin' down my face. I'm still feelin' the same void inside my chest. But the happy rythms ya shared with me... make me feel a bit better, thinking about you... And a nice thought, when you appear happy, full of joy, smiling and so cheerful, silly boy inside you is happier than before, sharing your life to your loved one.

The happy and crazy rythms fill my heart with the same happiness and life, but they fill it with a bit of th ebitter and void sadness for had lost ya.

Yes. I cannot forget. And I'll never do that. I'll never forget you. 'Cos you're like a prince. The Prince. And I'm like that little Mermaid.

And like her I must dissappear, and let you be happy as I really wish and want to see you.

The best of the best, to you always.

You, really rock!

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

Spät... Spät!!
Immer Spät!!
Why am I always so late?
I guess is stupidity.
:P
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Time ago...

2010-01-20T21:45:00.001-08:00

Just 15 years ago.

I came here to live.

I was rejected and later accepted.

I was silent and later I've became into a talkative gal!

Then I've lost someone so special to me. A year later... Another one. The firsts days I've met ya I had too much hatred. I felt like i was alone in a polluted and noisy place. I wanted to run again and listen to the birds... And the train.But now. I can say you're my home. I'm in you. But I'm not yours.ll I want, by the moment is here. The noisy and polluted place is my home.T he gray and cold city where I live. And today you're getting a year older! But I'm thankful.

You, my home.

In you.

I've found special people.

I've found terrible people too.

But I can say, most od my best friends are here. Colleagues, classmates, my home, some dreams i had... The typical gal's life like mine. Maybe I can see your fair as boring and a great museum like something special, fun and very interesting. I can see the cars passing by... The people laugh, eat, kids playin' around... The men on bikes.

The buses so noisy. peopel sayin hello, drinking... Dreaming. Thanks fro accept me. I really don't care about being from here. I'm not.

And I'm not considerin' myself being yours.

I'll never be yours. But, I' have a special feeling for you.
Happy birthday, you cold and gray city...
'Cos sometimes you really get so colorful and fun...

Too big and polluted, but warm.

Willkommen in City 17!

··· Zu Spät!! ···

I'm fine here.
It's like Lowlife!!
I really love that amber light!
The dark ambience.
And the cold lights appear sometimes.
It makes ya like all of this is merely a dream.

Willkommen in Wirklichkeit!

···

Bruders geburtstag

2010-01-13T17:34:00.000-08:00

Hallo Leute!

Special vid/blog entry for my bro.

Yep, hat crazy and very reliable bro had his b-day yesterday.

Then have fun with stupid Gato monologues.

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Best wishes! Best wishes!
'Cos ya deserve the best for being a good boy!
For being a nice bro!
Hopin' all yore dreams will come true!
Thanks so much for being my little bro!
Beeeeeeeehhhh!

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Past

2010-01-06T21:01:00.000-08:00

Hallo Leute...

Sometimes I need to write things. Maybe the same story, the same feeling... Whatever.

Two days ago I rediscovered a song that reminded me the sad days I had in highschool. These days... I was betrayed. I don't know why, but those ones who are near to me, next to me, colleagues and classmates usually... All of 'em. Sometimes, I have the terrible mistake to see'em as real friends. I gave'em loyality and true friendship. I really estimate'em and I almost (almost!) give my life for 'em.

The song reminded me the loneliness sometimes we as human beings feel.

But the lyrics in it changes the thing.

You're not alone...

And sure thing, boy! I'm not alone. My family, always here beside me.The true and loyal friends I have. They're here, and they are in places far away from this country.

Then the question is... Why?

Why I gave my loyality? Almost my everything for people who don't deserve it?

'Cos I'm human being. I'm not perfect. I have mistakes. Like anyone else. I'm not alone. Yes, I'm not.

Sometime i feel alone. But that stupid feeling just makes me blind. But those gray days, I discover that I'm not really alone. I have important people with me. And I learn from my mistakes. People can be stupid, loyal, nice, human, inhuman, cruel, cold, warm, lovely, ugly, pretty... All ya can imagine.

Human beings.

We are human beings: a lot of things inside one body.

I was listening that song. It made me remind the need of fleeing I had. The dreamy world I wanted to live. The long sleep I wanted t have. The irreal world I dreamt. I wanted it.

And now... I'm thinkin' about future. I want to have a family. I want to get married. I want to go to Russia and meet a nice friend there. I want to go to Germany and say how lovely people can be. I want to go to Tula and watch the Atlantes one more time. I want to go to the sea and feel it again touching my feet. I want to dream, and take the happiness in my dreams to find that special muse and draw. I want to paint. To run, To go, To move. I want all the love in the world. I want to have my true friends with me, I want to have my family with me. I want....

Betrayers... I want to make'em dissapear. I want'em to pay. I want' em to....

The end of the time.

I want him to make'em dissapear. I want that sweet smile.

I really like to do what I want.

I want to love. But I really love what I have. I loved. I'll love...

Always keep moving.

And someday, all what we wanted will be here for us.

We're not alone. We have what we deserve.

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Ich bin bald zurück!
This year... The last year. A wonderful year.
Can it be?
Can it?
Tears rollin' down my face.
Heart beating again.
The crazy rythm it's just killin' my soul.
The memories.
They're so sad.
But I can imagine how happy you are.
And that makes me feel better, 'Cos I can see you happy.
Smiling like yesterday.
A song.
Laughing and smiling.
Kissing and loving.
Hating and forgetting.
All the things we said.
Brace yourslef and get ready for the new life you're starting.

Just, please... Get out.

Get out of my memories and fade away.

Fade away and be happy.

Young and innocent past.

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2012 - 2 bitte!

2010-01-01T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hallo, Leute!

Again, I'm here!

Another stupid gato-vid.. Dedicated for ya!

Greets from City 17 and happy new year!!

···Zu Spät!!···

Oh! I love this blog! I love ya all, people!
Well, there are exceptions...
But I can say I'm happy to have metchaa!!
yeahhh! I want to sleep....

Bitteeee!!

-___________-

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Gato's Xmas in C:17!

2009-12-25T02:31:00.000-08:00

Hallo, Leute!!

I'm so happy to present ya another gato-stupid-vid about my "perspective" of... Xmas....

Yeah as ya know PERFECTLY! I really LOVE to do stupid things.... In th ename of fun! :D

Healthy fun! :)

So please, enjoy it... I know so many of ya my loyal readers and friends are foreign people, so... If ya wnat to know anything about those strange words like "ponche", "atole", "Posadas", "Navidad"...

Ask me if ya have doubts, or google'em!! :D

But talkin' seriously... Many of ya got a Gato hand-written letter email via... And it's sincere. I wish ya, my real and true friends, to my watchers on dA, readers and followers here in this Churroblog... Have a nice time with your loved ones, I hope your wishes will come true, I hope you'll be full of happiness, joy and love.

The best for ya, always!

And for those who betrayed me... Better a raving dog will get ya on its mouth!! :p

HAHA -kidding!-

Well, the betrayers must get what they deserve... So I don't care.

I'm so happy to have ya friends, readers, watchers and colleagues here with me. I'm a happy Gato. And for those who aren't here with me too. The best of the best! That is for ya, my Wolle.

But I guess he'll not read this afterall... Bah! Who cares! ;)

I send ya all of ya kind people, a lots of hugs, kisses and greets!

From my City 17, where I'm fine and free!!

···Zu Spät!···

Friends say I'm fine. Others say I'm crazy...
I say I'm MALINCHISTA! :P
HAHAHAHA

Santo Clós! Santo, Santo Clóoooooos!! :p

Hope ya will feel better!:)

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Santo Clós

2009-11-30T13:28:00.000-08:00

Hallo, Leute!

Yeah yeah, be aware! The christmas is gettin' closer to our City 17, pals! So.... How about to put some ornaments? Ornaments! Yeah! Those silly figures, shiny things, spheres or whatever they are named. I can say, sincerely, that I haven't ornamented my home long time ago. But my family and I we're planning to do it this year... Maybe cook something so christmas spirited :p

Gahhhh, yeah. I remember my last christmas dinner was when I was... 5 years old!! Oh, Gott! Long time!! Well, and i want to put so-called home-made christmas ornaments for Sascha and "Corazón-de-pollo-con-rabia" (Chickenheart with rabies) I'm planning to do too.

By the moment, I'll be uploading stupid ornamented cars pics here. Just for healthy and stupid fun :)

Yeah... That niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice people creativity...
-And thaaaaaaaaaaaat dumb people who buy the "creativity"...- Buh!

But It seems I only have 1 stupid-ornament-on car pic , my friends... Hmmm. Well, better share with ya somepics about these days here.

··· Zu spät!!···

Great scott!!
How ya can say it? Nooo...
I can't believe it!

·······

Sascha

2009-11-27T00:47:00.000-08:00

Hallo Leute!

Again here.. Again with new vid, dedicated to Sascha, my beloved gal...

heh heh

Gah, the vid it's enough!

HAHAHA

Ah.. Well I wanted to upload it yesterday, but the Movie maker gets stupid and crappy sometimes... :(

But this 27th, I mean.. Today it's b-day from one of my friends: Lonnie.

So, Happy B-day, boy!!!

Best wishes for ya!!! :)

And enjoy the vid... So much Sascha fan service for me... :P

Ya know, I'm lazy for sub the vid.. So if ya want to know something about what I'm sayin'... Comment!

Welcome, to City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

Feelings...
Freedom...
love...

When the day gets cold, you're so warm.
When I'm with you I feel so calm.
When I see you, you put me in good mood.
When I touch ya i really want to protectya.
And only if ya were human like me, surely I'd kiss ya.

Thankies Sascha!

Your loyalty, friendship and love...

All of ya is valuable!

The best gal I know!
My real friend!
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Labrynth

2009-11-16T16:24:00.000-08:00

I'm still waiting. I'm still being here.

Maybe I must move. And get away.
Maybe not.

Too much voices call me.

And another ones just don't care.

How can I say this? How can I describe the feeling?

I only can say it's like being in a big labrynth.

I always wanted someone like you.

I always wanted...

But you... Far a way. Like a dream.

I was coward.

And now, I choose to keep going. I forgot my fears. I forgot the real world ideas.
I chose to tell her all I feel for you.

I'm still waiting.

I will never forget you.

I got lost in your blue eyes....

In that soft white skin...

In that lovely smile.

Never forget me. And if you do...

I'll be always with you.

Like the Prince and the little mermaid.

Like the fairytales and dreams.

That never will come true.

Just let us...

Let us dissappear.

···Zu Spät···

So Spät!
So, so, so!
Ich und meine Gefühle.
Lass uns verschwinden.
Ich liebe dich...
Ich liebe dich!

···

November 2nd

2009-11-05T22:19:00.000-08:00

Hallo, Leute!!

Heh heh, yeah I'm late again, but oh gosh!

I've prepared another vid about this day (Nov 2), and hopin' you like it. If not.. Well I'll try to improve my "vid-edit" skills on the next vid... :P

:D

Hmmm, sorry if I made it too long, but I had fun recordin' and editin' the firsts parts of my travel to my birthplace!

Remember, if you're not mexican, these days (nov 1st and 2nd) are great mexican celebrations. Errrr... If anyone have doubts about the thing's I'm sayin' in spanish, comment! ;)

Y para los que saben español.. "Pos" ¡ya saben! El objetivo es divertirse un poco. :)

Enjoy guys!!

Greetings from City 17!!

···Zu Spät!···

Never forget.
Oblivion kills.
:)

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Grün

2009-10-26T23:10:00.001-07:00

Like the grass...

Like the leaves...

Like that famous bitter tea!

Sometimes like the true...

And sometimes like the start button on XP.

I never tought about the green.

It's kinda common. Natural and pure... But what if ya can see it in someone's eyes?

I really like those clear and green eyes.

Like Gordon Freeman ones!! :P

But I guess I still prefering the blue ones...

But green is the result of the mixture between blue and yellow...

And it's a "cold" color...

Green?

Better mix'em with gray....

Like Pallas. Pallas Athenea...

The sweet greek goddess of knowledge and war....

Your shiny shield reflects the light on my face.

Your kind words get in my soul.

Thanks Pallas!

:)

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät!!··
Lass uns verschwinden!
········

...

2009-10-20T15:00:00.000-07:00

Hallo!!

Oh God.. I'm planning to make a new vid.. But I'm in searchin' for new material... I gues it'll be stupid as always... Yeah, as always..

By the moment, I 've found this.

Check it and enjoy!

Greets from City 17!!

···Zu Spät···

Wollen wir?

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Jalaif (spanish pronuntiation for Half-Life)

2009-10-12T18:58:00.000-07:00

Hallo!!

This time, agaaaaain! Another Gato-style vid about the daily life in León.

Ya can find little gals dancin' cumbias and... Well Better watch for yourself.

I had a lot of fun makin' that vid. And I hope ya too.

:)

Greetings from City 17!

··Zu Spät!··

And this is for ya Mein Freund Dinamito,
for Comet-gal and for your lovely little son:
Dante

:)

Take a lot of care and
the best of the best wishes
in this Half-life!

:)

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I love London

2009-09-22T18:58:00.000-07:00

Hallo!

This time I want to say thanks a lot to my crazy friend K-chan. Or better known by me as Crazy Kurt. :D

Today your present had come to me! YAY! Thanks so much, you're still bein' crazy, but I'm grateful with ya.

Heh , heh. 'Cos all of us love London!

But Gato loves Sascha! :)

·······

Watchin' photos where you appeared...
Listening songs that call your name...
The memories fadin' away...
But you're still being a heartbeat...
Those blue eyes...

Greets from City 17!

···Zu Spät!···

I can feel ya even so far away.

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Past

2009-09-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

··· When I metcha I fell in love with ya.···

Or maybe I felt like I was perfectly like you.

We were almost the same.

But I'm so grateful with ya for make me like I'm now.

Ya gave me the strong and inspiration to keep on.

And we suffered the same pain.

But after all you like me, we become into happy gals, right?

You are an important part in my life.

You are a dream, an illusion made by someone else.

You are like me, but I'm real.

And thanks to you, merely a dream, I'm happy and I'm choosin' my way.

We heard people call us "crazy", and they left us alone. But we had each other to share feelings, smiles and experiences.

I want ya to walk beside me until I die.

You and me.

Always together until the end of our days...

Always being the same.

We are the same.

Thanks so much, lovely and sweet Ami-chan.

Happy birthday! :)

Greets from City 17 for that cute gal in her special day!

···Zu Spät!···

Yeah, 10!
I'm so sentimental!!:)
And I want to say to you Ami:

ICH LIEBE DICH SO SEHR!

(we'll see the naysayers will copy this sentence)
Alles gut zum geburtstag! :)

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Inhuman frequency

2009-09-05T00:15:00.000-07:00

And how enjoyable are these days.
Windy, cloudy and very fresh.
Sometimes the sky like to be a great hallucination, merely a childish illusion.
Sometimes, the weather becomes really crazy like the most of the feelings inside us.
But... Never givin' up and feel the wind embracing us makes our lives better.
Just let fade away those bad things called useless problems.
Futile people.
Meaningless people cruelty.
And again, I'm proud to live here in our City 17.
Full of dreams and gray streets.
'Cos chasin' pavements isn't the solution for heal soul wounds.
Maybe the souls are dusty, but they can be cleaned.
Come with me, and share a nice time seeing how the raindrops clean this dirty place.

Greets from C:17!

···Zu Spät!···
More ambiguous/stupid/"poethic" thingies written by me.
Uh-Huh! I had absolutely NO LEARNING about it!
I mean: stupid and boring, but I had fun!
Maybe the great marquis isn't for me.
Nichts not too!
HA HA HA
Just a little world full o' ashes!
Let the wind take'em so far away from here!

Zwei Jahren.

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Copycat

2009-09-03T17:16:00.000-07:00

Hallo!

Well, I'm here again telling ya that I'm gonna be back on uni this next week, and I must confess... I DON'T WANT TO GO THERE! I'm so fuckin' lazu to go to uni yet!

HA HA HA

Well i want a bit more of days for sleep and play.

But thinkin' a bit more.... It's necessary come back to stupid funny uni.

Ah, almost forgot this!

Enjoy this stupid funny vid.

It's the shameful destiny for those naysayers/copycats! :D

Then, greets form City 17!

···Zu Spät···

Hallo! Hallo!
Ist da jemand?
Station Zwölf, bitte kommen!

HAHAHAHA

Ja, sicherlich uns.

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